Rules for Creative Living: Rule #9 — Presence

Animals (and small children) live completely in the present. But in Chuck Jones’ hands, the domesticated Marc Anthony displays all the fears and anxieties of a fully-grown human adult, while Pussyfoot behaves like the typical animal/small child who lives fully in the moment. From the animated short, Feed The Kitty.

“The present is not fugitive and transient, but continually present and enduring.” — Martin Buber, Philosopher

We all know about living in the “precious present.” Yet, day in and day out, most of us fail. We’re bombarded by noise externally AND internally. And it’s probably accurate to say that most of us are now accustomed to this noise. Some of us even depend on it. Our fears, desires and tasks are bound to us like a ball and chain, even when they aren’t real or don’t ultimately matter in the big picture.

A famous scene from the Wachowski directed hit film, The Matrix.

So what does being present mean?

a) Breathing

“I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart: I am, I am, I am.” — Sylvia Plath, Writer

Living presently means first breathing. Breathing deeply. We all know that without oxygen animal life ceases to exist. So, to live fully and live fully aware, we must periodically be conscious of our most basic operation of taking in air. Most of us are poor breathers. And we certainly don’t spend much time thinking about it. But many of the most important sources of nutrients and protective bacteria are taken into our bodies via breathing. Furthermore, slow deep breathing calms all of the mind, body and spirit. Very few things in life can offer us that. And it’s free.

b) Seeing

“A painting is not a picture of an experience, but is the experience.” — Mark Rothko, Artist

Most people look but don’t see. Seeing is an art in itself. It needs to be learned and practiced. This is why it’s so important that artists draw. It’s probably the best way to learn to see deeper and clearer. We LOOK HARD and UNOBSTRUCTED when we take note of things. The act of recording — with eyes, ears, and hands — raises our level of connection. This developed sensory acuity enables us to feel its full reality. It’s why most of the greatest artistic creations were done from life or at least inspired from life (and real emotion) whether the end product be representational or abstract.

Portrait of Gregory.  British artist David Hockney has made some of the most sincere and authentic portrait studies of the 20th Century. His models consisted mostly of family, friends and close companions.

c) Listening

“That’s what dries a writer up…is not listening. That is where it all comes from. Seeing, listening.” — Ernest Hemmingway, Writer

We can learn to see, but without listening, we won’t absorb the truth. In order to be truly authentic to our hearts or to whatever it is we want to understand or represent in our art, we have to listen. To close our eyes and listen without bias, without preconception. This is how we attend to our creations. Animators, for example, need to spend copious amounts of time just listening to the voice track to see beyond the first impression. And a portrait artist might need to come so close as to almost touch his subject to do the same. Only in such ways do we have any hope of being true or original.

Portrait of the Artist’s Mother. Known to have come as close as an eyelash’s distance from his subjects, Lucien Freud’s process is a testament to careful observation (just look at those paisley designs!) This is pure unadulterated attention, risking all the comfort and securities that come with typical (and often formulaic) representational work.

d) Being Quiet

“Solitude is the place of purification” — Martin Buber, Philosopher

There is nothing like peace and quiet. It settles the mind, and is especially important for the ever-inquisitive mind of an artist. Today, we’re easily swayed by our passions hitching upon the caddy of audio-visual stimuli that bombards our consciousness. To be alone, without sound or speech offers us a counterbalancing offset. It’s unbelievably therapeutic. Finding silence slows everything down and helps to both isolate and expand time into much more flavorful moments.

d) Being mindful

“That’s what we are — a sequence of happenings, of processes, and by being very mindful of the sequences, of the flow, we get free of the concept of the self.” — Joseph Goldstein, Vipassana Teacher

Only thru understanding the ebb and flow of life and accepting its various formations can we live presently with peace, maturity and selflessness. As such, even states of failure, pain or loss can be recognized and then accepted with grace and gratitude. This is far better than veering off into the dark side of negativity; we fear what we don’t understand and awareness prerequisites the understanding that helps to diminish those fears. As Buddhist teachers are known to say; when we sit we know we’re sitting, when we eat we know we’re eating.

Rafiki, from The Lion King. The wise have understanding and thus, live without fear or anxiety.

Summary:

At the end of the day, what we all seek is happiness. For most of us that means a peace of mind and heart — something that brings balance, security and an acute consciousness of our presence on this planet. None of us know the future, and in truth, nor do we actually know that past. Our memories — like everything else in life — are all subject to change. We can only depend on the present. This means being truly attentive to our surroundings and being mindful of whatever we’re doing; breathing, seeing, listening and embracing silence. As life is a sequence of intentions, being present is the only way to do art (or life) properly.

“Eternity belongs to those who live in the present.” —Ludwig Wittgenstein, Philosopher

Rules for Creative Living: Rule #8 — Faith

An ominous image of Jackson Pollock standing in front of the blank canvas that would eventually become one of the most significant  paintings in Modern Art’s history.

“And he saith unto them, Why are ye fearful, O ye of little faith? — From the NewTestament

The wish here is to talk about faith, not in religious terms, but in human terms. What does having faith imply? In essence, two things: a belief in oneself and a belief in the universe (i.e. forces outside of oneself.)

This is difficult in a rationally-based world. Today, more than ever, we worship and follow the things that we can count and measure: time, money, the amount of things we own (or don’t), the number of likes or friends on social media. We don’t like to rely on faith. We want hard rational facts. Unfortunately, life is hardly rational and neither is art. In fact, we could go as far as say that the most important things in life aren’t so rational at all — like love and friendship.  Their bewildering nature is why I believe it’s what makes them mysterious AND magnificent. Real living requires affirmative action without certainty.

“Art is such an action. It is a kindred form of action to idealism. They are both expressions of the same drive, and the man who fails to fulfill this urge in one form or another is as guilty of escapism as the one who fails to occupy himself with the satisfaction of bodily needs. In fact, the man who spends his entire life turning the wheels of industry so that he has neither time nor energy to occupy himself with any other needs of his human organism is by far a greater escapist than the one who developed his art. For the man who develops his art does make adjustments to his physical needs. He understands that man must have bread to live, while the other cannot understand that you cannot live by bread alone.” — Mark Rothko, Artist

No. 14 by Mark Rothko. Astonishingly simple, Rothko’s work speaks to us in ways that are way beyond the technical.

But how do we get beyond the obsessions of our fastidious mind, the one so tediously concerned with counting and measuring the value of ourselves and that of society? And why should we trust in a world which has tendered ample evidence of cruelty, inequality and tragedy? The answer is because we must. The alternative — a cold and selfish machine-like world empty of a soul or conscience — is unthinkable. Even in our modern world loaded with options by which to inebriate or pacify oneself, at some point we wake up to the reality of life; the awareness that comes when our mind, body and heart meet. And we begin to ask, is this worth the trouble? Our rational mind can never find an answer that satisfies. It’s ironic, but a grossly superficial and calculating view of life is highly impractical. It’s only with and through faith that we carry on in spite of world seemingly gone mad.

“There is no salvation in becoming adapted to a world which is crazy.” — Henry Miller, Writer

What can we do to improve our faith? Here are some ideas to ponder:

a) Believing in your destiny.

Know that we all have some sort of purpose here. Many things had to go “right” for us to be born, to be alive during the times that we live in. Many sacrifices have been made and stars were aligned. Why doubt this. For it is fact. Even if the universe’s gift to you is pure chance — just dumb luck — it’s statistically a miracle that we exist here and now. So do something to show your gratitude.

“Luck is a component that a lot of people in the arts sometimes fail to recognise: that you can have talent, perseverance, patience, but without luck you will not have a successful career.” — Bryan Cranston, Actor

b) Knowing that you can only fall so far.

The ground is only several feet down from our bottoms! I’m always astonished how we all (myself included!) love to pile on fears that paralyze our thinking and our ability to perform. To lift off the burden of our fears — which are only guesses about what “might” happen — lightens the load on the heart and body. It’s too easy to forget that we entered the world naked and without possessions. In that view, everything we get is bonus.

““He is a wise man who does not grieve for the things which he has not, but rejoices for those which he has.” — Epictetus, Philosopher

c) Understanding that you will be confronted with pain and failure.

This is guaranteed. Even the lucky run of out of luck eventually. Once aware of the possibility (and likelihood) of failure we can relax. We can accept truth. We can accept suffering. Then we can be smart and focus on the process again and believe in what we’re doing.  Once we understand something, fear succumbs to courage.

“We are all failures — at least the best of us are.” — J.M. Barrie, Writer

d) Knowing that taking chances allows for great things to happen.

Everyday I have to remind myself this. To tell ourselves that good is not good enough sets a standard by which to live — a standard that says, we have to keep raising the standards. To do this means to take chances. I believe this is the only path towards overcoming the “statistically” impossible, the only way to reach our dreams, and the only way to a better world.

“Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly.” — Robert F. Kennedy, Former US Attorney General.

e) That rules are not enough.

Even the best rules and guidelines — including these 10 Rules For Creative Living — will lose its effect on you. Discipline without faith burns out. We’re human. Having faith means retaining the right to fall and the responsibility to rebuild ourselves. Faith says “get back up” when we need to. Faith allows us to persevere.

“Perseverance, secret of all triumphs.” — Victor Hugo, Writer

f) Respecting the universe and its laws.

Who are we to pretend to know what will happen tomorrow? Karmic forces are surprisingly subtle. Whether it be science, religion or the fiction that fills our libraries, it’s been made clear that all things come attached to other things. We know that discipline builds character and good habits are as contagious as bad ones. We know that failure begets growth. Even suffering and loss has its own — yet often veiled — benefits.

“What we notice in stories is the nearness of the wound to the gift; the one who is wounded is marked out — literally and symbolically — by the wound. — Jeanette Winterson, Writer

Chuck Close was born with a prosopagnosia —the inability to recognize faces — yet went on to become one of the most famous portrait artists in the world. He continues to work on his super large scale paintings even after becoming partially disabled and confined to a wheelchair.

Summary:

Have faith. Believe in yourself and believe in a universe that’s much bigger, greater and more magnanimous than yourself. Dare to be an optimist.

“Faith is taking the first step even when you don’t see the whole staircase.” — Martin Luther King, Jr.