Deep-Time Thinking

Pre-historic cave paintings from Altamira. Are you adding beauty or pain to this universe?

“We are like butterflies who flutter for a day and think it is forever.”

― Carl Sagan, Scientist

The concept of deep-time thinking borrows heavily from the scientific and historic way of looking at the world and our existence. It goes beyond thinking about the everyday or even the next decade. It’s looking extremely long term — into the universal and timeless — far beyond our own individual lifetimes. It’s taking awareness of how small we are and the reason for our existence. For the most part, deep-time thinking challenges modern living as we know it. It takes a worldview that’s not only international — free from tribalistic identity — but also intergenerational, free from the mere here and now. It’s the kind of perspective that looks way beyond the me and mine (including our own families) and all else that pertains to the self. It goes even beyond that of leaving a legacy (which can still be a form of selfish thinking, wanting to be remembered or preserving the family name/wealth). Rather it’s about doing the right thing, the right way, for all the right reasons. It’s the most humble, generous and free way of thinking AND one most conducive to creative existence.

In a world obsessed with desire and immediacy, this kind of long term approach represents a revolution in thinking. It’s not easy but then again, abandoning our ego never is. So here are some things we should ponder and maybe, just maybe, it’ll get us to live not just more responsibly but also more generously.

a) How do I spend my time? Is everything I do primarily related to my own desires, wants and growth? Regarding my craft, am I working on my skills only to attain more success or is it for the true love and betterment of the craft? So called “self-improvement” can have dubious implications. Beware of all desires, including the desire to be better; a true artist is one that “forgets” himself when he creates.

b) What of the resources I use for my craft? Am I limiting or increasing the wastage and toxicity to my health and the health of the environment? Perhaps we can choose water-based materials and synthetic brushes over animal hair. Also be wary of so-called electronically based media — the associated input of rare minerals and batteries in their production as well as the high electricity usage is far less eco-friendly than we think. More often than not when using “real” materials, we’re more conscious of their rarity, cost and beauty and thus act more responsibly.

c) How do I behave around others regarding my work? Do I place my career and productivity above courtesy and common decency? Have I, in the corporate atmosphere of political power and fear, compromised (perhaps unknowingly) my work ethics or even my morality? How has this hindered either my art or my behaviour? Climbing the ladder of success always attracts sinister behaviour that’s often so insidious that it’s near impossible to detect, not just in others but especially in one’s own self. How we interact with people always leaves a trail.

d) How do I approach my work? Is it with an attitude of gratitude or one of bitterness and entitlement? Remember, how we do anything is how we do everything. Both our actions and the results reflect our attitudes towards it. Excellence is a way of living and not just a result.

e) What of the work itself? Is this work — and the end product that results from my exchange of time and labour — really a benefit to society? If I know I’m producing bad art, is it even art at all? Is this what I’m here for? What will the generations after me think of what I’ve done? Survival is necessary but am I doing this ONLY for the money? A good rule of thumb is to NEVER EVER do anything “strictly for the money.” We have to watch how our brain tends to justify the compromises that we make.

f) Have I questioned why I have the desires and fears that I do? Are they reasonable or even real? Or are they merely ideas/thoughts conditioned into my being? Is this the real me? Is this what I want? Investigate your insecurities. It’s neither wise nor effective to live as others want us to.

g) How am I responding to mistakes and failure? Know that failure — I prefer “missing the target” — is totally normal and healthy but holding on to a sense of disappointment or regret isn’t. To borrow from a concept in animation, we can focus on forward motion — thinking about where the weight is going. Because what’s most important is what comes next; the past no longer exists except in our memories.

h) If I ask myself when the day is done, would I do it over again, how would I answer? Why, what and how we do things matter; where we place our attention defines not only the moment but who we are. Each day, if observed carefully reveals a true reflection of our entire lives. If we take stock and humbly see that our lives are in disarray, we’ll make the necessary changes. If we don’t observe ourselves or try to escape from our problems — we’ll continue to live in disillusion (and remain terribly unhappy).

i) If I project ahead into the future do I see change? And if I were to look back from that future — in old age, or in our next existence — what would I say to myself? What would I do differently? Would I have not lived kinder and be more giving? Perhaps offer much more respect and gratitude for people and nature? Might we live with less restriction, expectation, or judgement?

In summary, looking far ahead clarifies what’s actually important. It beckons responsible being and big picture thinking. And from personal experience, I can honestly say that when we live the right way — with clarity, compassion and creativity, all of which can only happen when we diminish our egos — everything else takes care of itself, including those who will come long after we’re gone.

“We are born from a quiet sleep, and we die to a calm awakening.”

― Chuang Tzu, Philosopher

Student Showcase 1

Some people see things as they are and say why?  I dream things that never were and say, why not? — George Bernard Shaw, Playwright

As some of you know, I’ve been teaching/consulting animation artists for over a decade. Many have gone on to solid careers. Starting today, and hopefully on a continual basis, I’ll be showcasing some of the work of my current clients. With hard work and patience, these individuals have greatly improved their workflow, skill set and real understanding of the craft of animation. After all, my goal — and promise to them — is to train them to become not just animators or craftsmen, but real artists (and happy ones at that!)

Note that none of the work here is done using/copying any live-action video reference (altho I’m not against its usage as part of research/exploration). I don’t like any of my clients to produce animation that is devoid of personality or absent of strong posing and beautiful motion. Each one of them learns the proper language and creative process of this craft; they build visions on paper, do detailed research and preparation, and work with great attentiveness and a joy — a joy that is evident both during the process and in their final animations. Although I’m not one to use the word “pride” very often, I must say that I’m truly proud of them (and their accomplishments) and continue to be inspired by their passion and dedication to learning.

Animation by Jody Prouse. This two shot sequence is a nice test of story-telling and acting. Working with a horse rig within a physical environment places a challenge to body mechanics skills, acting and staging choices. Despite the rudimentary rendering (the harsher lighting and limited motion blur reduces some of the smoothness) a good sense of weight, volume and use of 3D space is achieved all the while retaining the joy and visual flavour of the character’s colourful personality.

Animation by Carles Vallbona. This is a simple shot designed to challenge the artist to give a convincing facial performance with a very limited facial rig. It teaches the animator to act with body language (versus depending on detailed lip/facial articulation) and think in terms of broad shapes and clean appeal to achieve believability and interest. I like that the choice of model and dialogue give the scene a certain uniqueness and charm.

Animation by Irina Wolf. Here, a complicated sequence is made to look smooth and simple by approaching it with thoughtfulness and care. Using a moving camera to tell a story is very difficult especially with multiple moving characters. I wanted to challenge the student to deliver a smooth flowing shot that keeps the subjects “in character” — i.e. retain their individual personalities. This means, of course, flawless execution of not just the camera and body mechanics but careful relative pacing between two 4-legged characters all the while maintaining an element of suspense inherent in the set up.

Animation by John Han. This shot showcases how one can achieve strong acting with adult dialogue and realistic models using excellent facial posing and tasteful body language (notice the visual flow and personality that comes from the excellent employment of the hands). The goal was to turn a sit down conversation into one with a bit of tension (altering the context from the film material) while maintaining the charm and elegance of the voice acting. Although the shot is not fully polished (the animator landed a job at Dreamworks shortly after), I believe a solid sense of believability and beauty is achieved here.

Note: The legality of the usage of the models/rigs presented in the above shots is the sole responsibility of the artists themselves, and bear no relationship to me or this website.