The Playground of Life

Castle and Sun by Paul Klee

“So few grains of happiness measured against all the dark and still the scales balance.” — Jane Hirshfield

Today, I want to share a poem I love, one that reflects the quote above — something we must periodically remind ourselves of. Mainly, that the good people and beautiful moments in our lives — though they may seem few and far between — far outweigh the barage of greed, violence and evil in this world.

The Playground of Life by Kahlil Gibran

One hour devoted to the pursuit of Beauty
And Love is worth a full century of glory
Given by the frightened weak to the strong.

From that hour comes man’s Truth; and
During that century Truth sleeps between
The restless arms of disturbing dreams.

In that hour the soul sees for herself
The Natural Law, and for that century she
Imprisons herself behind the law of man;
And she is shackled with irons of oppression.

That hour was the inspiration of the Songs
Of Solomon, and that century was the blind
Power which destroyed the temple of Baalbek.

That hour was the birth of the Sermon on the
Mount, and that century wrecked the castles of
Palmyra and the Tower of Babylon.

That hour was the Hegira of Mohammed and that
Century forgot Allah, Golgotha, and Sinai.

One hour devoted to mourning and lamenting the
Stolen equality of the weak is nobler than a
Century filled with greed and usurpation.

It is at that hour when the heart is
Purified by flaming sorrow and
Illuminated by the torch of Love.
And in that century, desires for Truth

Are buried in the bosom of the earth.
That hour is the root which must flourish.
That hour of meditation, the hour of
Prayer, and the hour of a new era of good.

And that century is a life of Nero spent
On self-investment taken solely from
Earthly substance.

This is life.
Portrayed on the stage for ages;
Recorded earthly for centuries;
Lived in strangeness for years;
Sung as a hymn for days;
Exalted but for an hour, but the
Hour is treasured by Eternity as a jewel.

What now?

The Triumph of Death by Pieter Bruegel the Elder is one of art history’s great depictions of a world in chaos.

It’s been difficult to even think of writing in this tiny blog during what feels like tumultuous times. What value or weight can a little talk about art or creativity have in light of all the anxiety, pain and suffering we’re all feeling today. With almost daily news of political division and violence, economic uncertainty and hardship, not to mention the sense of hopelessness with regards to the future of humanity and our environment — everything feels meaningless, sad and most of all exhausting. Both repulsed and addicted to our technological devices, we are constantly captured by the attention merchants who aim to gain great material wealth at the expense of all else including our personal sovereignty and freedom.

“Men have become tools of their tools.” — Henry David Thoreau

Personally, even taking several months off of writing/teaching/working, I wasn’t able to escape from reality — perhaps we never can. We’re all human after all. Even the magic and joy we get from making art cannot stop the heart and mind from attending to what’s most important. And what’s going on in the world today IS IMPORTANT. When injustice, anger and oppressive violence dominate our environments, both physically and mentally (i.e. on screen), the mind can not help but try to make sense of what seems non-sensical. Unfortunately, tyrants and aggressors love chaos. Aligned with extreme wealth and advanced technologies, these dark factions of society ruin everything, from everyday work, to everyday living, even extending to the degradation of our arts and sciences. Everything gets contaminated; a toxic spread of greed and destruction that hits home and abroad.

“Intelligence is to not function in fragments.” — J. Krishnamurti

What can we do? How do we stay aware and sensitive, yet remain grounded and sane? Perhaps these times call on us to mature, to grow stronger, so we can see the big picture.

“Do not pray for easier lives, pray to be stronger men.” — John F. Kennedy

The words of the wise ring truer and more significant during hard times. We must hold dear to who we are morally, socially and creatively. Being an artist has always been wraught with fear and uncertainty. But perhaps it is our duty again as creatives to set examples of what is possible by continually trying to find and build joy and beauty for not just ourselves but others. Instead of following suit into an excessively selfish and transactional way of living, we must lead the world with our spirit of generosity.

Desire is a force which motivates you to take what is outside and put in inside.
Love is a force with motivates you to give what is inside to the outside.” — Alan Watts

So, do not let chaos rule over you. Do not let the words of the powerful tell you how to think. Do not let their technologies dictate where you direct your attention because attentiveness is within our agency. Because ultimately, where we direct our attention, dictates our experience.

“Sin is not a distance, it is a turn of our gaze in the wrong direction.” — Simone Weil

And do not despair. Do not let bad feelings get you. Rest, recover and get back up to fight and live free. We must never fall into resignation or hate, which always leads to sin, to disaster. We must refuse conformity, exploitation and subordination. And no matter how hard it feels, we must design our lives ourselves (else they be designed for us). We must look to nature, to beauty, and to all things good. We must listen to our bodies and our hearts. We can focus on making things instead of accumulating them. We must resist evil.

“To resist evil is the highest achievement of human life. It is the supreme act of love.” — Chris Hedges

But most of all, we must continue to find and hold on to our solidarity, the common bonds we have with each other. This is the true sense of what it means to be religious whose entomology translates “to gather together in attention.” As hard as it is at times, we are our brother’s keeper; we must care for and help each other. Remember too, that this period of chaos, cruelty and madness will end. Mania and disorder, being unsustainable, always comes to an end. Because the universe is orderly and it is NOT silent. We must look forward to what will come after.

Dance by Henri Matisse.

“The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.” — Albert Camus